Showing posts with label Experiences. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Experiences. Show all posts

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

The Experience

This isn’t going to be about individual experiences I had in Hawaii. It is going to be about the broad strokes of this event, mt first, that made it the experience it was. Not to say that Eric’s teachings and Dreamscapes weren’t amazing. They were the cake but what I am going to share now is the icing that make it complete.


The experience of meeting someone you have known your whole life or lives for the first time:

Showing up at the airport in Hilo and being instantly drawn to a group of Navigators waiting for the shuttle. I had walked by other groups of people waiting at the curb but when I got close to this group I just knew. It was an experience that was carried through the whole week. Many times I had great with people only to later realize that you forgot to introduce yourself and had no clue what their name was. You didn’t need introductions since you already knew them. At least that is what it felt like.


Which thinking about it now is well sad. I know not everyone there is active on the Nav. Site or if they are what they go by. So if you are here remind me of who you are.


The experience of being with other White Cells and Navigators:


Sitting around the tables at the dinning lanai during meals or late at night, around the pool, in the Blue Moon room before and after events, down at the point or along the shore, or any other place that people gathered. It was amazing to talk, joke, laugh, discuss, share, listen and just interact with other. You could say it was like being with family but even that doesn’t feel right it is closer that. It was really cool watching the coaches interact with everyone and each other was great. Seeing them in their everyday “I” outside of coaching or filing orders on the phone was a treat.


The experience of group meditation:


This being my first retreat. The amount of energy that was built up and how in sync everyone was it was incredible. I am told that the syncing up so early in the week was new at this retreat. The babbler didn’t have a chance. There was so much energy that my body didn’t know how to deal with it. I often found my body trebling and/or weeping during and afterwards. It can be described only experienced.


They did auction off a flash drive with all the meditation music on it. It would be awesome if that person decided to share it with the rest of us.


The experience of the soundtrack:


I am not talking about the meditation mixes or the dreamscapes. Which were all amazing by the way. What I am refereeing to is the music that the coaches and Eric play before and after each event. It really set the mood so to speak.


Hopefully we can get them all to share some playlists with us. That way we could put together an Across the Universe Soundtrack. You would have to find a way include Tim’s violin pieces though.


That's what I got for now. I am working on the individual experiences. It is kind of hard to do I am finding out. Words seem to be failing the experience but I am trying.

Monday, December 22, 2008

The Hidden Key & My Office Plant

At work I have a pothos plant that's vines run across the tops of my book shelves four vines total. It grows pretty well around one new leaf a week and about 3 inches in length on each of the vines.

The Hidden Key is the latest modules I have been listening to and Eric says that practicing making plants grow is a good place to start. He even gives you the broad strokes.

Well it was getting to the end of the day this last Friday. I wasn't feeling much like working because I was looking forward to my star reach call later on. I went and filled a couple of bottles with water to water my plants in and around my desk.

When I was done I sat down and started to think about what the information from the module. I went through the process and directed it at the pothos plant. I spent maybe 15-20 minutes in total. I then shut down for the day and left for the weekend.

In all honesty I completely forgot about it until I came into work this morning. I sat down at my desk and noticed that one of the vines had fallen off the shelve. As I was putting it back up I noticed that it had grown quite a bit. It appears each vine had sprouted between 2 to 3 new leaves and 6 to 9 inches in length. Just over the weekend!

Monday, November 3, 2008

Reflection on Unbound

The other morning my wife had to leave early for work and was up getting ready for the day while I still laid in bed enjoying a few more minutes of sleep. After awhile our dog had decided it was time for me to get up. He busted into the room flinging the door open, jumping on the bed and on me in the process. I tried to cover my face but he was too quick awake me by licking the skin off my face. Deciding his job was done he jumped down and headed back out into the hallway.

As I was lying there getting the motivation to get up and wondering how I ended up with such a goofy dog. I noticed that the light from the hallway was shinning onto the now open door in such a way that the wood grain was almost jumping off the door. I found myself hypnotized by it. the bright white in contrast with the dark shadow of the veins. From the angle one of the dressers in the room was silhouetted by the door. That sharp on contrast between the white door and the dresser still in the shadow I could see the aura of the dresser. A thin film of energy coming around the whole outline.

Then I really started to shift. The energy in the air got really thick. The static red and blue were dancing in through mostly dark room. Some how my attention ended up back to the door but now the wood grain was appeared to be flowing. Almost like lava or something along those lines. The grain slowly moved in kind of a natural motion with the directions of the grain. It was truly beautiful.

Later on after reflecting on the experience I remembered a discussion we had during a star reach call. It was one of the first couple of calls I had with Dan and we were covering the Unbound module. He explained how patterns in nature can help propel you into different states of consciousness. At the time it was a concept that I understood and to a small degree had some experience with. Until now I didn’t really have a full grasp of what he was trying to show me. It is yet another hidden doorway into our own true consciousness that Eric had laid out for us.

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Monday, August 18, 2008

Interrupted Flight

My wife and I were on our way out to Minnesota to spend a week on Lake Koronis with her extended family. As we have for the past couple of years we stop and stayed in Bismarck, ND on the way out. Helena is not very big and doesn’t have much for shopping. So one thing that she really likes to do on the way out there is stop and look for a new swimming suit. So Friday night, the same weekend of the HBI Summer Gathering, I find myself in a Kohl’s in Bismarck, ND searching through a never ending sea of racks of clothing and more importantly swim suits.


I normally try to take of advantage of these situations by scanning other people in the store and generally just feeling everything out. This there were very few people around and I was bored to tears. My wife was on her second trip to the dressing room and I was leaning up against a wall near by listening to the elevator music over the store speakers. Then out of no where a song that I know very well comes on, words and all. It was Solsbury Hill by Peter Gabriel. It brought a huge smile to me face and my heart. I closed my eyes and thanked the universe for the gift. I felt a warm glowing buzz come over me and my thought shifted the summer gathering and how I wished I was there.


Then I was hit with a rush of energy and I wasn’t standing in the store anymore. I was floating somewhere unknown to me, basking in a warm loving energy, and being carried by a very loud and strong tone. I had for the most part for gotten where my body was until I was reminded by my wife when she got out of the dressing room.


It took awhile to come completely back down. I had the strong buzzing energy and tone in my ears for at least the next hour.


That night I was laying in bed in our hotel room reflecting on the experience. I couldn’t help but feel that I missed out on taking the experience further. If I had been better prepared I feel like I could have gone anywhere from that point.


To say the least that song holds a whole new feeling to me.


Click Here to download or listen to Eric Pepin explain what the lyrics of Solsbury Hill mean to him.

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Top 8 reasons why the Psychic Sense is the Key to Enlightenment

When you think of the great enlightened masters, they all seem to share many similar traits: Unusually intelligent, charismatic, can do miraculous things, and they all exhibited the use of the Psychic Sense.

The Psychic Sense or Sixth Sense is anything that excels beyond 'basic' sensory.

* So a dog that can always sense when its owner is coming home,
* Waking up in the middle of the night and feeling something is 'strange',
* Or you and a friend laughing about how you were both thinking of Blue Oyster Cult, are all examples of the Psychic Sense in use.

Let me make clear that the Psychic Sense is natural and scientific, not mystical and unexplainable. It's your body's ability to pick up on fine energies, or 'wavelengths', that have yet to be detectable by today's crude electronic instruments -and yet, the body, being a sensitive supercomputer, can.

And because it's a bodily sense, like any muscle or brain tissue, if you don't use it, it will atrophy. While if you use it, it will develop quickly.

So here we go!

1. The Psychic Sense allows you to feel and detect things BEYOND the basic 5 senses.
If you only use the five basic senses for interpreting this world...


* Taste
* Touch
* Smell
* Sound
* Sight

...Everything you can know and understand will remain as basic as everyone else's.

But with the Psychic Sense you can feel and see energy, sense thoughts, anticipate emerging situations, and many, many other things! Everybody already has this sense naturally; they just have no idea how to use it nor are they aware of its value. Imagine going your whole life as deaf, then all the sudden being able to hear; any idea what that would be like? You would now detect a whole new dimension to EVERYTHING! The leaves on trees make a rustling sound, the sounds in the distance tell me what's going on in the next room or miles away - Everything would change!

That's what its like to have an active Psychic Sense; you gain a normally-hidden layer of understanding to everything. It truly is a superior advantage! And with a little practice the Psychic Sense becomes a natural part of all your senses. Imagine how your world would change with this new ability to observe.

How much faster would you become Enlightened having a new sense?

2. The Psychic Sense allows you to Communicate with 'God'.
Spiritual people of all kinds long for communion with God.


God doesn't have the means of communicating as humans do. But God can communicate through 'Vibration' or Energy. This form of communication is very real and can fulfill those who seek it.

It's called 'learning to listen', and you do it by quieting your mind and paying attention to extremely subtle forms of inner-sensation. This is a skill that takes some refinement to achieve, but is not hard with the right training. Meditation is a great way to learn how to do this.

The key that makes it all possible is the Psychic Sense, because you 'listen' by feeling, which is the basis of the Psychic Sense. Learn to allow your subtle sensory to pick up on these kinds of 'Vibratory Information' and soon you will feel closer to 'The One' than you ever have.

3. The Psychic Sense lifts the veil of How Things Work.
The Psychic Sense is a tremendous Learning Accelerator.


By applying your new sense to techniques that use it, such as OBEs, Psychometry, Assimilation, or Remote Viewing, you suddenly can explore the inner-workings of the 'Matrix' of this dimension.

For example, Psychometry brings you face-to-face with Psychic Sense data, Remote Viewing shows how mobile the mind actually is, and Assimilation offers you the living experience of another thing. The experiences from such techniques can be very powerful and will force you to reconsider the world you thought you knew - This is the essence of 'Awakening'.

Say there are some scientists racing to calculate a theory for the Big Bang. And let's say, because they are all very smart and are fairly conventional, all use the five basic senses to draw conclusions and thus are able to bring, say, five variables per sense for their calculation.

25 variables to calculate the Big Bang.

Now, let's say you come along, as a scientist also tackling the Big Bang theory. But maybe you wear Birkenstocks and are not so conventional, but you have an active Since Sense and are not afraid to use it. Since the Psychic Sense is basically a super sensitive tool for gathering more data, you can then bring in another five variables for your calculation, because you are using one more natural sense that the others are not.

You have an advantage: 30 variables to calculate the Big Bang.

Some of the greatest scientists, teachers, and pioneers of our society have been shown to accept and use Psychic Sense data. When you hear, "I was being pulled in this direction" or "the chalk took on a life of its own" it's a good indication of the intuition at work. But actually, it simply shows they are flexible thinkers who are able to use more resources.

4. The Psychic Sense tunes you into your 'Inner Navigator'.

One of the best tools you have for finding what you need in life is the 'little voice inside'. The Navigator is a part of your inner intuition that knows when something is right for you, when its time for a change, and sometimes when you simply need to do something that seems random but is actually very important. But few people have learned to listen to it. After all, it's hard to; that little voice is so often drowned out by our common thoughts and daily concerns. However, building up the Psychic Sense gives your Navigator a bullhorn. Before you know it, you'll have a new resource of confidence within yourself.

5. Superior Psychological Development

Enlightenment includes the pursuit of psychological and behavioral refinement. During this pursuit inner issues become evident and thus present the opportunity to handle them. But did you know that the further you peer into the self, the more essential the Psychic Sense becomes?

The state of meditation is the prime period for true self-observation. No other time are the necessary qualities for this observation present. The ability to quiet the mind and peer into your physical mechanisms is essential for identifying 'dead weight'.

Past memories, unresolved injuries, false ideas, bad thought habits, long standing opinions, and limits in perception are some of the items that arise.

Conventional self-study and therapy can be important, but alone does not amount to the level of introspection required for a pupil of enlightenment. The Psychic Sense is absolutely essential in sensing the deep origins of ideas and the micro mechanics of the brain. Learning how to use it in this way will give you superior advantages.

For example, while using your Psychic Sense you can identify the presence of neurotransmitter stimulants or suppressors that routinely maintain behavior. This is important because when you know your thoughts are being controlled, you take back the power to guide your own mind.

Because the Psychic Sense deals with extremely subtle sensations, you are not dealing with thoughts or ideas - they are too crude and slow. The Sixth Sense can assess arrays of sensation all happening within the same moment. Someone practiced can target the item in question and consciously 'zoom in' to follow a path to a result.

6. Condition the Governor

Enlightenment is all about redefining your understanding of things because of new discoveries of personal experience. But as anyone who has attempted this will find, the brain already has a preferred way of seeing things, thank you very much.

This part of the brain that limits what it will allow you to see, feel, know, and redefine is called the 'Governor', named after the device that keeps cars from going over a certain speed.

The Governor's job actually makes a lot of sense: it keeps you from seeing things that it considers 'unnecessary', like the veins in your eyes, and even certain stimulus that could dangerously overload the brain.

The problem is that it also blocks you from seeing energy, it openly doubts your confidence in healing, and it works to convince you that your spiritual pursuits are in vain. Starting to see the dilemma?

This is where the Psychic Sense can help. By working with the Sixth Sense to establish 'paranormal experiences', these accumulated experiences teach the Governor to adapt to an ever-evolving reality.

If you can teach your Governor that the things you are learning are safe and real, paranormal experiences will get easier and progressively enhanced.

7. Physical Health and Bodily Communication.

Want to live longer and healthier? Learn to build a relationship with the cells of your body; they are living organisms too, with needs and desires. Help them and they'll help you.

Think of your body like an economy. An economy needs different things to run: water, energy, stimulus, vegetables, love, and a lot of other things.

So what happens when your body needs something? Actually, it lets you know. But unless you have a way of paying attention, you won't hear, and the economy falters.

Learning to 'listen' starts with basic awareness and spans into the use of the Psychic Sense. The Sixth Sense is a sensitive tool that can detect various subtle needs of the body. That whim you had yesterday for an Orange - did you act on it? Ever wonder where that craving came from? It could have been millions of living cells desiring a missing nutrient.

Now let me ask you something. If you can hear your body's cells using the Psychic Sense, is it possible also to communicate back? Perhaps have them carry out orders? Fight Sickness?

Hmmmmm...

8. The Psychic Sense will preserve your life.

This section actually carries a dual meaning; the other being your spiritual life.

The more enlightened you become, the more you become a beacon of light. As you may know by now, forces resist this emergence.

Because the instinctual desire to live is so powerful, the natural Psychic Sense of the body has no problem peaking when threatened. No different than the deer that becomes skittish.

Additionally, many of the other tools of the Psychic Sense together form a protective net: Knowing the intentions of others, tracing all likely outcomes, the ability to act according to intuition - all tools brought by the Psychic Sense.

On lighter note, sometimes the Psychic Sense helps to preserve your immediate health. Being aware enough to know that that sandwich 'just didn't smell/feel/look right' can be that deep knowingness that animals commonly display when in the same circumstance.

Summary

In summary, if you are interested in Enlightenment or Awakening you are probably looking to EXPERIENCE the profound.

There's nothing wrong with that - experiences lead to true understanding. But unless you have a tool that can allow you to begin to peek behind the veil of the mundane, it will always remain something you know is there but can't seem to savor.

Thursday, June 12, 2008

The Fastest Way to Develop the Sixth Sense

Get a load of this!

95% of the people who I've seen attempt this technique had overwhelming success in just two sessions! You too will be forced to come to terms with your own Amazing Sixth Sense as the simple proof on the sheet of paper stares back at you!

The problem is that for most beginners this sounds a little scary. No one wants to look like a fool in front of a complete stranger.

Well, here's a tool that gives nearly all the benefits of practice with live strangers without the potential embarrassment and pressure that comes with first introducing yourself and sitting down with a complete stranger!

The 'Taking Off List' below will build up confidence quickly. It is a great tool for beginners and will show you how a Reading starts with basic observation and leads into full trust of the intuition.

It will also teach you what to look for and the different ways you can sense data in a person.

Once you have a few good sessions with the sheet you may find you're ready for the Verbal Reading which is more fluid and intuitive - make this your goal.

The Technique that will make you Great

Go to a local coffee house, bookstore, train, or any other semi-social place where people are stationary for five minutes. Select a person who you can see fairly well and get started using 'Taking Off List' below.

Hey hey! Don't stare...just look and take a visual snapshot...better yet, a 'feeling snapshot'...and work from that. Write your answers quickly, even if they seem like sheer guesswork.

When you're done, go up to your victim and say this: "Hi there, I'm Chris. I'm actually doing some research on the existence of the Sixth Sense. I'm not a psychic, I just thought it would be fun to see if any of the stuff I wrote down was anywhere close to accurate. What do you think?" And hand them your sheet.

The thing to remember is this: they are hanging out in the coffee shop - why? Because they're boooooooard! Now you're their savior - you're entertainment! They more than likely will be stoked to play along. But you're already done with the reading, so there's no pressure! And you already said you're not a psychic so who cares if you're wrong?

Make sure you write 'hit' on each accurate guess. If you are partially right or reasonably close mark it a hit. Give yourself the benefit of the doubt - you're just learning.

Rinse, Repeat...

Things to Remember!

Write in your interpretations. The more detail the better; if you keep getting info, keep going even if it's unrelated.

Draw from the initial sensation or feeling. The faster and less hesitant your answers the more accurate you will be.

Readings should feel light and fun, if you feel grinding difficulty, remember to stop and reset yourself with a deep breath and try again. Don't drain yourself - keep it fun!

The Taking Off List

1. How would you describe their disposition or personality?
2. Would you say they are Introverted or Extroverted?
3. Are they more organized or free-flowing?
4. How do you feel their political ideology is inclined? (e.g. liberal, socialist, moderate, conservative, authoritative, radical)
5. What hobbies do you see them taking part in?
6. What kinds of careers do you suppose they have had?
7. Do you feel they are an artist? If so, what kind?
8. How do you feel about their physical health?
9. What kind of living space do you see them in?
10. What kinds of foods do you think they enjoy?
11. Describe where are they from or where have they lived?
12. Rate the closeness they have with each of their parents?
13. What is their favorite color?
14. Do they have children? If so, how many? Male or female?
15. Do you feel they have ever had a near-death experience?
16. What fears do you feel they may have?
17. What kinds of things do they desire?
18. What do you think lies ahead of them in life?

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Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Vivid Energy Dream

I had a very interesting dream the other night. It was very vivid and I was able to retain quiet a bit of it. I have been struggling to get it written out. It was a different dream in the fact that it wasn’t staged in the physical world. There was just energy.

I felt like I was floating but that isn’t right because I was just there in a space or a vacuum. I could feel the flow of energy all around and through me. It was very enjoyable as I rode the waves and became one with it. Up to this point it was all just feeling. There was no visual. Then as the energy began to illuminate ever so slightly. It was sort of a golden orangeish yellow color.

Visualize a dark room with colored mist that is self illuminating moving around on the air currents with no real rhyme or reason.

I am enjoying the feeling and visual and moving around within it, again I don’t feel as if I had a physical form, when I noticed that there seems to be a point of origin. I moved closer to it. As I got closer to it the waves in the energy grew larger and more organized. humm.

When I say organized I mean that it seemed to formed with an intent. The energy was being formed and directed with an intent. It was almost like ripples in water but three dimensional.

As I got even closer the color in the energy started to vary. Kind of like a color gradient that went from a bright yellow through orange and into red. I was just looking at it in awe. Watching and feeling it ebb and flow. It began to feel familiar so I continued to move closer.

Then suddenly there was a bolt that came from the source and connected to me. Then feeling was almost like a hot shower blasting down on you. The imagery reminded me of one of those novelty plasma balls. The glass ball with the pinkish purple energy running through them. When you touch the glass the beams of energy are attracted to your finger or hand.

When the beam connected with me I instantly knew the source was Eric Pepin. It was all in the frequency. As I took it all in I could see different beams moving all around Each one had a different look, feel, and frequency. I could easily move from one to the other. Each one had different information contained within. I was learning something new each time move to a different waveform. It was like it was being downloaded directly into me and I was becoming it.

One thing that has really stayed with me and stood out was the number five. It came at me in many different forms. The number “5”, roman numeral “V”, and a few other symbols that I had never seen before but I knew they meant “five”.

This went on for what felt like a good amount of time before something woke me up. I didn’t startle awake and just found myself awake lying in bed with an extremely loud tone blaring in my ears. I laid there awake for awhile trying to internalize as much of it I could before I rolled over and fell back asleep.

Thursday, January 24, 2008

Wearing Down the Governor

Wearing Down the Governor There are a lot of simple things that can be done to wear down our governor’s. The governor is the part of the brain, part of our physiology that keeps us from having spiritual experiences. Just like when a mechanical governor is put in a car to keep it from going to fast. We can do little things through the day that help wear the governor. To give you examples I am going to share some of the things that I do.

  • I have a dog that spends a lot of time in the backyard. Before I open the door to call him inside I stand there, go into non thought, and try and locate where in the backyard he is. I have surprised myself how often I have gotten it right. Each time I do it is another chink in the governor armor.
  • I wrote earlier about when I was putting up Christmas lights this season and I used Time Stepping and trusted my navigator to find a burnt out bulb.
  • I also like to play a game called, “What is My Wife Thinking About?” We will be sitting down eating dinner or watching TV when I will try and pickup on what she is thinking at the moment. When I think I have it I will just bring up the subject “out of the blue” so to speak. If I am right I usually get a response similar to this, “How weird I was just thinking about that!”

As you wear down the governor you are going to find that things start to come easier and things will happen more often. The ocean didn’t turn rocks into sand with one wave.

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

Increase Awareness

Well it has been a while since I posted. It have been pretty busy lately and with Thanksgiving thrown into the mix I just haven't found time to post. But now I am back. I have been working on the exercises that I posted last week have have noticed a few things I thought I would share.

I have been listen to Reverse Engineering the Self and doing the Middle Pillar exercise that my Star Reach coach told me about. In doing so my awareness has increased. As in I notice more about my surroundings. Driving around town I notice things like a tourist that has never seen them before. Everything has a crisp newest about it. I notice different smells then I ever remember and they are stronger. I have mentioned before how the stars and the moon seem brighter and more dynamic this has increase as well. I have been finding myself getting stuck just looking at and feeling out a single star. The only thing that pulls me away is the fact that it has been frigging cold outside. I really have been enjoying this new awareness but I have a feeling that it is just the beginning.

Auras

I just got out of a 3 hour meeting that involved presentations from several different people. At only had a passing interest in what was going on so I started to work on seeing peoples auras. It is a good exercise that I don't have the opportunity to do every often. It present itself and I was having some success. Nothing major but solid results. I even got to the point where I got see one person's aura overlap another person further back in the room. It was kind of cool to see.

After doing this for awhile I must have shifted a little bit because I started to get a feel for the mood in the room. I put out a feeler with the intent to see what people where thinking about this presentation. Two different times my attention was pulled toward two different people. Both times those people asked questions at the next pause in the presentation. Once they had a question their energy change enough that I was able to pick up on it. At least that is the explanation I came up with. I guess you could say that I was scanning the room on a subtle level.

That's all I have to share for now,

Namaste,

Chris

Thursday, October 25, 2007

Portals and Making Peace

I got some good feedback from Matt Struve over on the HBI Navigator Forum. I have provided a link to it but to have to be a member to view it. To become a member you need to own The Foundation Set.

Matt says he will soon be posting a similar experience they all had on their RV trip at Eric Pepin’s: Multi-Dimensional Consciousness. There is also a link to that blog on the left.


I guess you could call this Part 3.

I had a really long day yesterday. It is suppose to start snowing today I so had to get some yard work that I have been putting off done. Anyway, by the time I crawled into bed I just wanted to sleep. I was wiped out and just wanted to crash when I started to wonder if my visitor from last night was still around. I took a couple of deep breaths and felt out the room. Definitely some there with me. I reflected on what Matt posted earlier and tried to feel the emotions in the room. There seemed to be an uneasiness in the room. It's hard to explain. It almost felt like the feeling you get when you are around a scared animal that is unsure of what is going on. So I decided to try and make friends so to speak. I broadcasted a loving feeling and kind of let it know that I won't do anything to it as long as it nice back. I think I got the message across because after a little while I could feel it on me so to speak. Kind of a warm embrace almost cuddling feeling. Now that I think about it reminds me a little of what Baard Williams wrote about when he stayed at Eric's house the other night, A Little Care Bear Entity. I just enjoyed it for a little while and fell asleep. I woke up very refreshed this morning and I don't have any dreams that I remember either.

Anyone every had an entity stick around before?


Namaste Everyone,

Chris

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

Portals and Nightmares

Part 1

I as was laying in bed last night I started to focus on the energy in the room it seemed smoother then normal if that makes any sense. Let me try and explain it better. I usually see energy as a very static like a TV without a signal, very jagged. Last night it appeared more like wispy fog or something like that. While I was watching it I kind of got a feeling for and started to move it around a little. Next idea that popped into my head was to try to make a portal again. So I focused on a spot directed energy from the room and my heart chakra at it. It was pretty cool it be able to see the energy collect in one area. I did this for a little while and was starting to lose interest when I heard a noise. It sounded like something moved in the attic. Oh my spot was on the ceiling. Even made my dog jump awake and bark. After convincing myself it was just the house shifting I dissipated the energy, put a pyramid around the spot I was focusing on just in case, and rolled over to go to sleep.

Part 2

While I was asleep I was dreaming about nothing in particular when things started to get weird. Things got violent and kind of hellish. I was able to take a step back and gain control and make it stop but it would return and I would have to do it all over again. This happened 3 or 4 time I believe. So I was in the shower this morning going over last nights dreams like I normally do. Not being able to make any sense of them I remembered what I was doing before I went to bed. Now I can't help but wonder if I did manage to get a portal open and something came through and that was messing with me in my dreams. So I thought I would present this here to see what everyone thinks.


Namaste,

Chris