Friday, May 30, 2008

Free Higher Balance Video

THE YORKTOWN VIRGINIA SESSION

In the fall Higher Balance launched its first ever Road Tour across the United States. Each stop had a flavor and a life all its own as people gathered to share in one wild ride of thought, knowledge and experience!

Yorktown, Virginia is an entertaining yet engaging, cozy, fireside-chat-style. It’s the first Road Tour Higher Balance has ever done and this is the first, exclusive release and sneak peek at what went on!

The entire video is almost 180 minutes spanning a vast range of topics ranging from the far out to the practical. That’s so much time we had to split it up into 3 parts!

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Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Vivid Energy Dream

I had a very interesting dream the other night. It was very vivid and I was able to retain quiet a bit of it. I have been struggling to get it written out. It was a different dream in the fact that it wasn’t staged in the physical world. There was just energy.

I felt like I was floating but that isn’t right because I was just there in a space or a vacuum. I could feel the flow of energy all around and through me. It was very enjoyable as I rode the waves and became one with it. Up to this point it was all just feeling. There was no visual. Then as the energy began to illuminate ever so slightly. It was sort of a golden orangeish yellow color.

Visualize a dark room with colored mist that is self illuminating moving around on the air currents with no real rhyme or reason.

I am enjoying the feeling and visual and moving around within it, again I don’t feel as if I had a physical form, when I noticed that there seems to be a point of origin. I moved closer to it. As I got closer to it the waves in the energy grew larger and more organized. humm.

When I say organized I mean that it seemed to formed with an intent. The energy was being formed and directed with an intent. It was almost like ripples in water but three dimensional.

As I got even closer the color in the energy started to vary. Kind of like a color gradient that went from a bright yellow through orange and into red. I was just looking at it in awe. Watching and feeling it ebb and flow. It began to feel familiar so I continued to move closer.

Then suddenly there was a bolt that came from the source and connected to me. Then feeling was almost like a hot shower blasting down on you. The imagery reminded me of one of those novelty plasma balls. The glass ball with the pinkish purple energy running through them. When you touch the glass the beams of energy are attracted to your finger or hand.

When the beam connected with me I instantly knew the source was Eric Pepin. It was all in the frequency. As I took it all in I could see different beams moving all around Each one had a different look, feel, and frequency. I could easily move from one to the other. Each one had different information contained within. I was learning something new each time move to a different waveform. It was like it was being downloaded directly into me and I was becoming it.

One thing that has really stayed with me and stood out was the number five. It came at me in many different forms. The number “5”, roman numeral “V”, and a few other symbols that I had never seen before but I knew they meant “five”.

This went on for what felt like a good amount of time before something woke me up. I didn’t startle awake and just found myself awake lying in bed with an extremely loud tone blaring in my ears. I laid there awake for awhile trying to internalize as much of it I could before I rolled over and fell back asleep.

Monday, May 19, 2008

Spiritual Desire: A Delusion

Here is a new article written by Higher Balance. It is definitely a good read.
link to the original article: Spiritual Desire: A Delusion


Spiritual Desire: A Delusion?
You're driving along, minding your own business and all the sudden the sunset has assaulted your senses with all the color and light of an otherworldly portal. Before you know it you find yourself...contemplating life?

Why do we do that? Is there some spiritual force there, or has the sunset tweaked our brain?

To answer this, we have to explore the feeling. When you saw the colors, the lights, the size... was extraordinary, right? But was what you felt simply the sum of its visual parts, or was there something more?

I've talked to hundreds of people who've felt the same thing while sitting by themselves, taking a walk in nature, or meditating. They describe a smoldering spiritual presence even without those events. So we know that there is definitely a feeling that many people share.

So what is the feeling?
It comes from something called the 'Navigator', which is a fancy name for your brain's 'instinctual sense'. The Navigator can feel this macro-spiritual connection if you can stop and pay attention. You don't feel it all the time because most people just don't know how to quite their minds; there's too much chatter.

It just so happens that a beautiful sunset, with its awe-inspiring colors and light, has the power to stimulate you into that particular state of mind. It's kind of a wake up call - a reminder, that you're a part of something big.

But it is also reaching out to you. For that window of time, a spiritual transmission has burst into your reality to reach out to you and anyone who can share in it. Those who are open to those feelings will not limit the fullness of that fantastic moment.

What's this about communication?
The Universe is one huge living organism. We are all a part of it, just like how the cells in your body are living organisms within you, all living independently, and oblivious of you.

There are subtle forms of 'communication' between the parts and the whole. That's why for example, you can get an ulcer from doing stressful work; the messages you are sending to your cells are erratic and confusing. And that's why during a sunset you feel like you are shaking hands with God.

Spiritual Desire is also a desire for Answers and Ultimate Truth
Human Beings are naturally exploratory. Once we explore the area directly around us, we naturally want to know what's beyond the next hill.

Today, with the information age and the internet, information gaps are closing, and all the out-of-touch religions and folk-beliefs are losing credibility. Although 90% of people are ok with whatever satisfies the spiritual desire, the real seekers are pushing that boundary, hungry to understand greater and greater levels of truth.

True seekers aren't satisfied with the same old program everyone else seems to be following. There is something beckoning inside, a rebelliousness, to discard everything they've been given for something better.

Returning Home
Spiritual Desire also encompasses an inner need to return, like fragments of a shattered whole who all know that they were once part of something whole, and desire to one day return.

The Universe is here to experience life in this dimension. We are all a part of that experience-gathering process. The eventual return to the whole is as natural as the hand that reaches out to collect something shiny to bring it back to the eye to view (Yes, the Universe thinks this dimension is shiny).

That's one of the reasons meditation is so satisfying, you can go to a place of rest and peace anytime you like, and it gives you a recharge to take on life again.



Higher Balance Institute offers tools for meditation, spiritual development, enhanced intuition and sensory awareness in the world. Our mission is simple - to awaken the world one mind at a time. For more information and free eBooks please visit us at www.higherbalance.com.

Thursday, May 15, 2008

The End is the Beginning is the End

or is it….The Beginning is the End is the Beginning

I wrote this to to update my profile on the HBI Navigator Site. I know not everyone has permissions on that site so I thought I would share it here as well.

On a second note. All you have to do to be able to interact on the Navigator Site is purchase the foundation set. Then you can join the best spiritual / metaphysical, or what ever you want to tag it as, website there is. Consider it a good investment in yourself.


I have owned the Foundation set since 2004, been on the Nav. Site for a little over a year and in Star Reach for just under a year. I figure it was time to update this about me section.

I was raised in a spiritually open environment. Both my parents are very spiritual but not very religious. When I was young my father started to learn healing energy healing techniques. He would share what he learned at seminars and in the books that he read with me. His interested stopped with healing but you could say that is were mine started. I just knew that there had to be more underneath it all. What was this energy? Where did it come from? Can it be used for more then healing? What is its’ connection with God and the Universe? There are many more that are too numerous to list. At the age of 13 my search started. I tried it all. I spent many hours sitting in books stores and libraries reading anything that grabbed my interest. Some of the more notable authors were Uri Gellar, Richard Bach, and Shakti Gawain. I tried it all, remote viewing, out of body, astral projection just to name a few. They all had their merits but I was looking for more. They were all working form the same starting point but never really explained what that point was. One day I was on a website forum that discussed remote viewing and other metaphysical topics when I found a post about Higher Balance Institute.

That post was made by our one of our friendly moderators Jesse. I visited the website a few times and went back and forth but finally ordered the foundation set. It was great and I really loved the information it presented. I had immediate results with the meditation. Then I fell victim to myself. Even though the meditations were great and I began to look for the next thing. I was so used to finding something and then moving on that I ended up automating my spiritual quest for knowledge. Looking back on it now I just shake my head at myself. I ventured off to the next thing that caught my attention. I soon ended up going back to the Higher Balance meditation and then away from it and then back to it again. The meditation just couldn’t be beat. About this time I get an email announcing a series of teleseminars. I called and logged in to all of them. They really sparked my interest and I ordered some of the expansion modules and the Handbook.

After awhile my practice just of went stagnant. I would meditate sparingly when the urge would strike. Then came the spark that propelled me to where I am at today. An email telling me about a new HBI web forum for people who have the foundation set. I signed up right then and there. I was really interest in what other people had to say and what they were experiencing. At the time I couldn’t have even imagined what was laying out before me. It was amazing reading and sharing with others. I really felt at home. Soon HBI began to release free material. I more then gobbled it up. Between reading what other Navigators where talking about and the appetizers that HBI had given out I decided it was time to buy more material. It all was amazing and my head was spinning with all the new information be thrown at me. When Eric announced the limited reopening of the Star Reach Lite program with new Coach Dan Tanguay I jumped.

My search had ended and I have found what I was looking for. In that end was the beginning of a new journey.

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

New Article on Manifestation

Higher Balance has released a new article Squidoo.com. The subject is improving manifestation. It is a good read that will help many people so I am trying to get as many people to read it as possible. When you have absorbed that check out the other articles on the site. They are all full of great information.

How to greatly Improve Your Manifestations

Thursday, April 3, 2008

Trip to Seattle - Introduction

This is a recount of a trip I took to Seattle. The purpose of the trip was helping my dad drive my mom home to Helena. My mom had just gone through an extensive surgery and my dad had been stay with her in the hospital and not getting much sleep. At home I was dealing with a few things of my own. I was in the middle of studying for my professional license, my knee had been acting up the last couple of days, and my wife and I had just found out that we were expecting our first kid. All the same I decided that it wasn’t a good idea for my dad to try and drive home by himself and I booked a plane ticket for Seattle. Over the course of this little 2 day trip I had some interesting experiences that I though I would share. I am not claiming to know what was going on or if there was anything at all. I am just sharing some of the things that stuck out in my mind as I reflected after my return home.


Trip to Seattle - Getting Going

Trip to Seattle - Getting Going

As I start to prepare for my flight to Seattle I start to get a nervous feeling gnawing at my stomach. I don’t know why this is happening. I am not nervous about flying. I have my trip from the airport to the hospital planned out. The only thing that I can come up with is that I am nervous to see my parents, especially my mother who has just gone through an extensive surgery on her neck and throat. Once my bags are packed I took a moment to sit down in my meditation spot and just clear my head and relax. As I sat there with my eyes closed there was a sudden change in my emotion. I went from feeling nervous and anxious to a calm loving feeling. It struck me as different because it didn’t feel like it came internally from me but more like something came over and gave me a big hug. The types of hug you got from your mother or grandmother when you were a small kid. It completely surrounded me. Soon my wife arrived home. Her employer was kind enough to get her a few hours off in the middle of the day so she could take me to the airport.

Trip to Seattle - Airports and Planes

Trip to Seattle - Airports and Planes

At the airport I got through security with incident for a change. I would say I get randomly selected and personally checked almost every time I fly. I can remember one other time it hasn’t happened to me. This time I thought I would try and go into stealth mode. As I was waiting in line I focused on pulling all of my energy in. It felt like I was trying to hold my breath and plugging my ears. I say plugging my ears because everything seemed quieter while I was doing this. I think it did the trick because the security personal barely even gave me a single look let alone a second. One other thing of note, while I was standing in line there was a guy four or five people ahead of me that seemed to grab my attention. There wasn’t anything in particular about him that made him stand out. He ended up getting pulled aside for a random security check….strange.

While I was waiting for my plane I notice that there is a Buddhist monk sitting across the terminal from me. Not something that you normally see in Helena, MT. I scanned him and found that his energy was very calm, balanced and even slightly feminine. I also got the feeling that he was from Montana as well. I tried to make my presence know by expanding it across the room. I even gave him an energetic “Hi!” But if he was aware of me he wasn’t letting on. It was an interesting experience. After he got on his plane thought to myself that this could be an interesting trip and made it a point that I was going to try and stay aware as much as humanly possible throughout journey.

The plane ride went by in the flash with my trusty Zen MP3 player loaded to the gills with Higher Balance material. I listened to Power of Surrender. The ride wasn’t long enough to cover the whole module but I got a good chunk covered. As we came in for our landing I started to think about everything I had to do to get to the hospital. A small bit of panic set in. I have never been to this airport before; I don’t know where the baggage claim is. I don’t know how to get to the bus that I am suppose to take. What if the baggage is late getting to the claim and I miss my bus? What if they lost my luggage? Then I remember Baard’s blog of his recent trip and how he used time stepping to guide and calm himself. Good idea, too bad I don’t really know what I am doing. “It doesn’t hurt to try.” I tell myself. I make the discussion then and there that I am going to send back all the information that I need back to myself once I reach the hospital. A cool sense of calm came over me.

Getting off the plane I soon realize that just like every airport I have ever been. There are signs everywhere, just follow the signs stupid. Standing around the baggage claim I talk to a few people who were wondering about the college I went to, I was wearing an old sweatshirt, and what was wrong with my knee. I had stiffened up a bit on the plane and I was walking with a little limp. Damn, I thought I was covering it up well. Anyway my bags arrived shortly. I had only one. I would have carried on but they would have nabbed my contact solution. I grab my bag and sling my briefcase over my shoulder and try and figure out where to catch the bus. I found a directory that told me that public transportation stop was at door two. Where am I? The furthest baggage claim there is from door two. “Figures”, I tell myself as I start my hike across SeaTac. As I am walking I pass by a few news / concession stands at each one I am tempted to stop and get something to drink. “No, I don’t need anything else to carry,” I tell myself. I finally get to the bus stop and try and figure out what I am doing.


Trip to Seattle - The Bus and My Guide


Trip to Seattle - The Bus and My Guide

I walk over to what looks like a bus schedule and route map. It might as well have been in a foreign language. I knew the route numbers I was suppose to take but I couldn’t find anything on this map. Then this older Asian lady walks up to be asks if I need help in broken English. I’ll save you the broken English and paraphrase what she said. She asked me where I was going and she happened to be going the same direction so I could just follow her. Then she asks if I have change. Crap I don’t. She directs me to run inside and buy something so I will have change for the bus and to hurry it should be there soon. I do as she says kicking my present self for not listening to my future self about stopping and getting something to drink. I come out just as the bus is showing up. I follow her into the bus and pay the drive as instructed. She explained to me and the driver that I needed to pay for both buses at once. I honestly had no idea what she was talking about but everything worked out. The bus was pretty full so I let the lady sit while I stood next to her. I tried to have a conversation with her but she didn’t seem very interested so I stopped and watch the scenery fly by. When we got to the station that we needed to get off at she stood up and told me to follow her. We exited the bus and walked through the station and head outside and about a block up the street to the next bus stop. The route number matched the one I knew I was suppose to take so that made me feel better about following this lady around. We got on the next bus and took off. This bus stopped a lot more often. As I was standing again my knee was really taking a beating. We came to a stop and the lady stood up and told me that the next stop was mine. She told me to have a good evening and got off the bus. That was that. I got off at the next stop which was only 2 blocks away from the hospital. I hobbled up the street and through the hospital to find my mom’s room.

Trip to Seattle - The Hotel


Trip to Seattle - The Hotel

After spending some time with my parents it was time to get checked into the hotel. My dad had been staying in my mom’s room for the most part so he had checked out of his hotel a few days earlier. He decided that since I was going to be in town and that we would be driving home tomorrow that it would be a good idea to get a good nights sleep. One of the nurses had told us that it would be quicker to walk then to drive and find a parking spot. We took her advice grabbed our bags and headed out on foot. Well it was further then we thought and it was mostly up hill. Anyone who had been in Seattle can tell you that there are a lot of hills. We arrive and check in but the building our room is in is across the street. We get across the street and have to use our key to get into the building, but as we approach a lady from the inside opened and held the door for us. She says that she thought we could use some help even if I was wearing a Carroll College sweatshirt. Well the caught us both off guard but she explained that she was from Butte, MT. Butte is about an hour south of Helena and home to Carroll biggest rival school. We had a short chat with her in the lobby. It is a small world these days when you can travel 600 miles and still run into someone who lives 70 miles away from where you started. Too bad it wasn’t under better circumstances. Her husband was also receiving medical treatment and a nearby hospital.

Trip to Seattle - Finding Directions


Trip to Seattle - Finding Directions

Back from the hotel sitting in my mom’s room watching TV and talking to each. It takes a lot of effort for my mom to speak at this point so she doesn’t say much. After a while she decides to speak up. What does she say? “Go eat!” I tell her that I am fine and I get the same response and a stern look. So my dad starts to explain where a go place to grab something to eat to me. She then looks over at him and say “You too!” Here we have a woman who has been in the hospital for two weeks, can barely talk but still feels the need to makes sure we are taking care of ourselves. So after further demanding on her part we take off, again on foot. My dad tells me that there is a good place a couple of blocks away. Well we end up lost in a sense. I really didn’t mind I have having amazing time scanning and feeling out the new frequencies and energies. Once I found out that we were basically walking in circles I decided it was time to ask someone. Now people in walking down the street in Seattle act a little different then I am use to in Helena. When you walk past someone on the street here you usually get a nod, smile, friendly hello maybe even a small wave. This is not something that I have ever thought twice about but once the situation changed it felt weird. People look right past you like you aren’t even there or even noticeably avoid eye contact. There was even one guy that crossed the road in the middle of the block just to avoid walking past the two of us. I realize to get someone’s attention to ask for directions to going to take some work. Or so I thought. We turn a corner and coming up the sidewalk is a lady my age. She’s African and has long dreads with white cowrie shells in them. She seemed approachable so I gave her a friendly wave and greeted her from a distance. She was very receiving and pointed us in the right direction. Towards a main drag area with lots of active. We part ways and as we are walking away my dad comments that he can’t believe that. I asked what he couldn’t believe. He said he couldn’t believe that that girl would stop and talked to two guys on the street at night and give them directions. I thought about it more as we were walking. Then it struck me. That was twice in the same day that I was able to attract someone willing to help me out when I needed it.


Trip to Seattle - Dinner and The Bar

Trip to Seattle - Dinner and The Bar

We find the main street and there are a number of different restaurants, coffee shops, and bars. We keep walking down the street to find something that looks good. We come to a side street and that has a number of bright neon signs. One of them just says “Tacos” and has a number of people standing around it inside and out. It sounds good so we head that direction and head inside. As we are walking through the door my dad mentions that he smells a skunk. One of the guys out front turned around and gave him a funny look. I just laughed. Wondering what was so funny I told him that he didn’t smell a skunk but he did smell the weed that they were smoking. It was a pretty cool place to eat. They had good food and the place was decorated to the gills. They had stuff all over the walls and hanging from the ceiling. When we got done eating we headed back towards the hospital. As we were walking up the sidewalk I notice there was a little bar ahead of us. It had a wooden awning stain dark and painted dark green. There was a little folding chalkboard sign sitting on the sidewalk with the drink specials listed. Then the part that didn’t fit, hanging from the awning above the door was a shiny brushed metal sign with bright red characters, as in oriental writing character. It seemed really out of place to me. As we came up to it I looked inside the windows. Seemed like a normal slightly up scale bar with dim lighting. We got towards one of the last windows when I notice that the person sitting at the table there is starring at me. I give the place one last look over and notice that almost everyone in the place was looking at me. It really gave me the creeps and I got a cold chill down my back. After we were by it I decided I had had enough fun for the night. I pulled my energy in and but my hands in my pockets.


Trip to Seattle - The Hospital Room



Trip to Seattle - The Hospital Room

Later on we are all sitting in my mom’s hospital room. My knee at this point in time was throbbing. My mom and dad were watching TV and I was trying to get my knee to settle down. I couldn’t get focused though there was too much noise. Not physical noise so much as metal brain chatter noise. I decided to try and put up a pyramid to see if that helped. When I pushed the energy out to encompass the whole room it was like someone hit the mute button on a stereo that had been turned up too loud. My dad who was only sitting a few feet from me looked over at me with a strange look and asked, “What the hell was that?” I told him that I had just put a shield around the room so I could concentrate. After I got my knee under control my dad and I started to do some energy movement on my mom. She shortly fell asleep, like she always does, but this time while she was out started to twitch. My dad explained that it has been happening since the surgery and that it goes away after awhile. We kept doing our thing until the twitching stopped. I sat down again and put up another pyramid with the intent that it would stay there and protect her while we were gone. It was getting pretty late so dad gently woke her and told her that we where heading to the hotel. The next morning when we got back to the hospital my mom told us that she didn’t remember us leaving and that she couldn’t remember that last time she had slept that well.


Trip to Seattle - Ride Home


Trip to Seattle - The Ride Home

We are all in the car and on our way home. When we get out of the hustle and bustle of the city I pulled out my mp3 player with the intent of listening to the last part of the surrender module. Dad asks me what I was going to listen to and I tell him some Higher Balance stuff. He asks if there was a way to play it so he could listen. I was a little surprised since I had tried to get him interested in Higher Balance before without much luck. I had sat down with him and listen to the foundation set before. It sparked a little bit of conversation but that was about it. I had happened to bring the FM transmitter that I use in my wife’s car. I get it all hooked up and try and decide what to play for him. I think back to the cores and I have The Ties that Bind on my player. My mom is asleep in the back seat so we move all the sound to the front speakers so it doesn’t wake her up. Mom woke up while we were listen to it and asked to turn it up so she could hear it better. With a smile I move the sound back to all the speakers so she could hear it as well. While she has always been open to the idea of energy, healing, and other thing of the nature. She has never showed any interest in learning more about. The module ends and leads into a discussion on the material between dad and me. Soon it is my turn to drive. We switch and get going. Dad asks what next? Art of Healing is right up his alley so I play it. This one doesn’t lead to much discussion afterwards which surprised me. He has focused much of his learning on healing but I could tell that the information really had the old wheels turning in his head. We stopped and gassed up in Spokane. Dad ran inside while mom and I waited in the car. She tapped me on the shoulder and asked if this is what I have been studying. I told her yes and she gave me thumbs up and smiled. Back on the highway my dad asks if I have anything else to listen to. I told him that I had some music to listen to as well. He said that he meant anything else from Higher Balance. I thought to myself that he is a glutton for punishment. I had been talking about some of the High Guard stuff with me the day before so that was next. That got us most of the way home. We didn’t actually finish High Guard. He asked me to turn it off because thinking about all of it was tiring him out. I kind of laughed and turned it off. He wanted to know what was so funny. I just told him that I though listening to the first two would have worn him out and that I was surprised that he made as far into High Guard as he did. He did admit that thinking about all this had been wearing him down. I explained to him that he might have a headache tomorrow. He questioned and I explained a psychic hangover to him. I was right, when I saw him the next day he told me he felt like he had been out drinking all night.

One last story I want to tell about the ride home. We had to stop at this little tourist trap called the $10,000 Silver Dollar Bar so mom could use the restroom. She still needed a little help getting around so we all went in. When she got done I we were standing out in the hallway waiting for dad when she just turned around and started walking into the restaurant and sat down in a booth. I figure she just needed to sit down so I joined her. When dad got out of the bathroom she waved him over and made him sit down. She then told us to eat. We told her we where fine and that we could wait until we got home. She wouldn’t budge and demanded that we sit down and eat. I couldn’t believe that a person in her condition wouldn’t get back into the car because she had decided that we needed to eat. Even in bad health she is thinking about the needs of other people.


Trip to Seattle - Conclusion

Trip To Seattle - Conclusion

Well as you probably already figured out we made it home and got mom all squared away. Not sure what to think about some of the stuff that happened. I know I made any effort to stay more aware but something felt different. I am not sure if being in a completely different and unfamiliar helped or if it was the environment it self. Maybe the work I have done over the winter in starting to show sprouts of growth with the coming spring. Take the events for what they are. It was a learning and growing experience for my and I hope that they may help you in some way.

Namaste,

Chris

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

Reverse Engineering the Self, Teleporting, and Dune

Reverse Engineering the Self, Teleporting, and Dune

At the end of Reverse Engineering the Self, Eric discusses the movie Dune. He and the students talk about folding space. One of the students, anyone know who, describes the space behind your closed eyes and being able to feel or sense the depth that goes beyond the surface of the back of your eyelids. I would venture a guess to say that he is describing the dimensional depth I feel when meditating. He goes on to talk about how when you feel the tones changing you feels yourself moving. Eric then continues on to talk about the “pilots” in the movie Dune and how they travel without movement. He explains that they assimilate the ship then they breath in, hold and out and they are were they want to be.

After listen to this I got a chill up my spine. It made me remember a reoccurring dream that I had when I was younger. When I say younger I mean like 14-15 years old, so around 14 years ago. It is a little weird so bare with me. In this dream I would go into the bathroom I used in the basement and close the door. I would sit down on the toilet but not to use it. I would sit there and close my eyes take a deep breathe and then I would open my eyes and I would be in the bathroom upstairs, sitting on the toilet in there. It was not a far trip by any means, but cool all the same. The same dream happened many times and always felt very real to me. Something inside of me told me that it was possible. So much so that I tried several times to replicate it while I was wake. I just knew that if I could invoke that same feeling that I had when I did it in the dream that I could do it. I was never successful and it was soon filed away in the back of my mind.

So now I am looking back on it now and noticing a few similarities to what Eric was talking about in Dune. My Tube was the bathroom with the closed door. It separated me from the grid so I was able do it without the doubt of someone watching me. The breathe would get me into the right state of mind and the feeling was me being in the place I wanted to be.

I just recently have started to hear tones more readily. I began noticing them more when I started doing the middle pillar exercise that my Star Reach coach Dan had taught me. After reading what John wrote in his Tones Movement Breakthrough blog I have started trying, the wrong word I know, to resonate them more and let the tones move me. I think it all relates back to what the student was talking about at the end of the CD. As you move from one tone to the next you are moving but without moving. Could you also say that by moving from one tone to the next we are folding space to get there? Does it each different tone represent a different place dimensionally?

So I thought I would share this. Food for thought if nothing else.

Thursday, January 24, 2008

Wearing Down the Governor

Wearing Down the Governor There are a lot of simple things that can be done to wear down our governor’s. The governor is the part of the brain, part of our physiology that keeps us from having spiritual experiences. Just like when a mechanical governor is put in a car to keep it from going to fast. We can do little things through the day that help wear the governor. To give you examples I am going to share some of the things that I do.

  • I have a dog that spends a lot of time in the backyard. Before I open the door to call him inside I stand there, go into non thought, and try and locate where in the backyard he is. I have surprised myself how often I have gotten it right. Each time I do it is another chink in the governor armor.
  • I wrote earlier about when I was putting up Christmas lights this season and I used Time Stepping and trusted my navigator to find a burnt out bulb.
  • I also like to play a game called, “What is My Wife Thinking About?” We will be sitting down eating dinner or watching TV when I will try and pickup on what she is thinking at the moment. When I think I have it I will just bring up the subject “out of the blue” so to speak. If I am right I usually get a response similar to this, “How weird I was just thinking about that!”

As you wear down the governor you are going to find that things start to come easier and things will happen more often. The ocean didn’t turn rocks into sand with one wave.

Thursday, December 20, 2007

True Meaning of Christmas

I know that is not the title of an entry that most people would expect to see on a spiritual blog. But I ask why not? One does not have to dig very deep to find that Christmas is not purely a Christian holiday. Christians merrily found it convenient to celebrate the birth of Jesus during this time as the rest of the world and other traditions where enjoying their various winter celebrations. But I am not going to go on and on about the history of Christmas.

That can be found very easily with the simple use of a search engine - History of Christmas.
This website has some good information on it as well - The Real Story of Christmas.

I think we should celebrate the season for our own reasons. It is a great time of the year to reflect on the self and on the god within all of us. In the northern hemisphere this time year we are receiving the least amount of energy and information from the universe. Being that our star, the Sun, is the most dominate source of energy for us. More information on the changes in energy and the seasons can be found in the module Unbond.

Just like Scandinavians celebrated the return of the sun this time of the year. We can celebrate the return of the source. What better way to prepare ourselves for the return then to reflect the self and maybe even renew our practices that may have been slipping. In preparation for the increased energy levels that are soon to come. Just like the Christians of old the best way to remember to celebrate this is to do it during an already established tradition. That way the whole world is your reminder.

Namaste and Merry Christmas Everyone,

Chris

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

Tin Man

I have gotten about half way through the mini series called Tin Man. So far I think it is a get movie for a person of spiritual interest to watch. It was aired in the SciFi channel a couple of weeks ago. I recorded it on my DVR and I am just getting to it. I am not sure when or if it is going to be rebroadcast but I have found out that it is going to be released in DVD in March 2008.

The mini series is based off of "The Wizard of OZ", as far as I can tell so far it seems to take place after the original. It contains a lot of good themes that a person studying the Higher Balance materials can really get into. I am going to hold off doing a full review until I have finished watching it but so far so good. Check it out if you can. I am sure if someone looked hard enough they could find it on the Internet somewhere. It is 6 hours long in broadcast time so even minus the commercials it is still pretty long.

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

My Navigator & Time Stepping

This past weekend I was outside putting up Christmas lights along the roof of my garage. After all the strings were put up I plug them in to find the one of strings was only partly working. It had worked just fine until I put it up.

Well first thing to check is to see if one of the bulbs is out. Not really that fun to do hanging over the edge of the roof. I grabbed an extra bulb and climbed back on to the roof and started to check the bulbs one by one. This is a good time to mention that this string of lights are colored. I cycle of four different colors down the length of the string. I got tried of this process very quickly then I notice this. Crap now I am going to have to go back down and grab the right colored bulb once I find the bad light.

I looked at the extra bulb I had to see that it was a red one. I had the thought that I should just trust myself that I grabbed the right bulb and just check the red bulbs.

So I did.

I was right! Another 4 or 5 red bulbs down the string I switched out a red bulb for the new one and the whole string lit up! I managed to turn checking 16 to 20 bulbs into 4 or 5. I wish I would have thought to feel this out earlier.

When I got off the roof time stepping popped into my head so I sat down and quickly sent back to grab a red bulb and only check the red ones to myself.

I definately think that by listening to my navigator and receiving a little information from my my future self was at play in those events.